You Me and We.

We are not alone We are three of us you me and we.
Here we are I am Me and you are You and together we are We.
And this story has not yet ended I suppose it has not even started yet even.
Have you ever read a book whose every page brigs down a chill to your spine and you are just so eager to turn the current page and move on to next and still you never want the book to end,I am sure you must have.
This is what I feel about our love about you , me and WE.

I hope our life will be like a book no one ever wants to put down- the kind of book that you refrain from reading all at once because you want to savor the words and chapters and pages.

You know we will net get bored of each other,I hope we will be like the pleasant surprise that one receives when they realize that there are more pages to be read- the kind of surprise that knocks your breath away and makes tears spring to your eyes.

For me you are the book that I cannot put down. You are the book that which I fold the corners and write notes in the margins.
You are the book that I never want to finish, never want to stop reading.
Life is a book itself- and I pray that you will be there in the ending with ME.

मुझको भी तरकीब सिखा यार जुलाहे

अकसर तुझको देखा है कि ताना बुनते
जब कोइ तागा टुट गया या खत्म हुआ
फिर से बांध के
और सिरा कोई जोड़ के उसमे
आगे बुनने लगते हो
तेरे इस ताने में लेकिन
इक भी गांठ गिराह बुन्तर की
देख नहीं सकता कोई
मैनें तो ईक बार बुना था एक ही रिश्ता
लेकिन उसकी सारी गिराहे
साफ नजर आती हैं मेरे यार जुलाहे.

मुझको भी तरकीब सिखा यार जुलाहे.

तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम

                                          तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम


किसी शहर कि भागती भीड़ में जो एक खामोश चेहरा दिखाई पड़े,
थो शायद मेरा ही होगा वो , तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम...!!!

किसी गाँव के खेत में जो यूँ ही घूमते दिखे कोइ,
बेफिक्र , शांत वो मैं ही हौंगा , तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम...!!!

किसी शाम को नदि किनारे रेत में बैठे हुए,
कोई डूबते सूरज को निहार्ता दिखाई पड़े
थो वो मैं ही हौंगा,तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम...!!!

सावन कि एक बारिश में,
किसी मैदान के बीच में कोई भीगता नाच्ता दिखाई पड़े,
थो वो मैं ही हौंगा, तुम पुकार लेना  मेरा नाम...!!!

किसी मंदिर के दरवाजे पर कोई भक्त,
अकेले भजन गाता सुनाई पड़े,
थो वो आवाज़ मेरी ही होगी,तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम...!!!

कोई भटकता हुआ यात्री,
राह् खोजता फिरे लेते हुए तेरा नाम,
वो मैं ही हौंगा, तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम...!!!

कभी यूँ ही मिलने का मन करे या याद आए.
थो बस तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम.
मैं वहीं हौंगा तुम्हारे आस् पास.
शायद हवा कि ठंडक में या मिट्‍टी कि महक में,
बारिश के पानी में या या आग कि लपट में.
मैं पास ही हौंगा तुम्हारे.
बस तुम पुकार लेना मेरा नाम...!!!

I am in love with you

I’ve been in love with you for a while. I’m in love with your eyes. Your eyes are beautiful. You think they’re normal and that makes me love you even more.
Your eyes are this black colour, they get even lighter in the sunlight and it’s as if they’re glowing.
I’m in love with the way they stare at me. As if you’re communicating with me, telling me that you love me, that you understand me, that you want me.
The way you search my eyes, I’m in love with it. I’m in love with your smile. It’s adorable and it lights up you’re whole face.It warms my heart and it makes me feel safe, it makes me feel content.
I’m in love with you’re laugh and no words could possibly describe the beauty of you’re laugh.
I’m in love with you’re voice, the way you speak, how you pronounce and mispronounce words.
I’m in love with the way you pretend you’re sleeping, and watch me when I pretend I’m sleeping.
I love how you try to catch me watching you. I love how you know.
I love how you are with people. You can socialize so easily and I admire that.
I love how you have faith in me, you want me to succeed.
I love how you don’t take yourself too seriously, you’re absolutely crazy and you delight in my craziness.
I love you and I love how I keep falling in love with you.

I have forgotten :)

I have forgotten how you smell,
and your body feels when I hug you.

I have forgotten how your fingers intermingle with mine,
or how your lips move when you talk.

I cant recall when was the last time I kept my head in your lap.

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I don’t remember what it’s like
to just have you and me together,
talking
because neither of us wanted
to say goodnight.

It seems as though,
I have forgotten quite a lot ,
or may be its been quite long since I have experienced all this.

But what I cant seem to forget is how much ,
I miss you and
I love you.

I really wish to meet you soon.

My Definition of Love

You’re never too young to do what you love or to experience love.

I believe love is when you think every single flaw in a person is completely perfect… when you can stare at each other and say nothing yet say so much. When every morning you wake up? You wake up with this special joy because you feel your life complete and that you’re finally happy and you await every second to see the one you love again and when you’re with them a part of you still missing them, because deep inside you know that soon you’ll be apart from them until next time and it breaks your heart. And you never want it to end because being with that person is absolutely wonderful and you cant possible think of a time when you were happier. When you fall in love with that persons tears whether they were from joy or sorrow when you fall in love with their scars and flaws and their anger and their silliness and you fall in love with their smile and giggle, eyes , laugh and the way they talk and act and think … if you love every single ounce of them and even though you know that their not perfect but you don’t care because to you every imperfection about them is just extraordinarily perfect. . And you possible cant see yourself without them for one day of your entire life, you've experienced the most amazing and indescribable feeling ever. Love ….

The Jeaoulsy

I have never seen the sky so blue above my head,
or felt the breeze so light on my tense shoulders.
I have grown jealous of every grain of sand
that shares kisses with the Gulf sky
after feeling a midnight chill.
I have grown jealous of the sand
that shares longing gazes with the sky above,
the distance between me and my Sun
is much farther than the sand
and its scorching soulmate above,
it seems I cannot feel partner
or allow mirages to be formed around me
in your presence,you are too much far.
but as much as I envy the sand
and its illusory proximity to the Sun,
I know that my patience will someday
reap tangible results.
While the sand will forever remain
much too far, much too far
from its warm love above.

I love you.

The Black Jacket

Somewhere Someday Sometime at any moment two lovers were parting.

They are holding hands and laying heads on chests and sucking in deep breaths from the corners of each others’ earlobes on a railway platform of some city.

Breaths that will carve memories into their brains which will be triggered in the days, weeks and years to come by the smell of some detergent or aftershave or shampoo or just some thought of that moment.

They are whispering promises and comforting encouragements and wiping snotty tears on sweater sleeves of each other and casting strange glances at uncompromising clocks of railway station.

I picture them behind the yellow squares of light of that place just as in my room right now.

Somewhere right now two lovers touch for the last time, fingertip to fingertip, lips curving to form words inadequate, some unsaid words which want to come out. They know that after some moments this all will be gone and nothing will be left in their lives other than some memories to haunt them for coming days.

Bags are hitched awkwardly on shoulders while impatient passengers herd on by to board the train. They don’t know,They can’t feel it,the air was cold outside the way the air becomes more dense as if the growing breadth between these lovers were a tangible thing.They can’t feel the expanding space, opaque and oppressive, that thickens with every parting step, stealing those final moments and drowning their goodbyes.

Somewhere two lovers are parting, they lose each other to the deafening and blinding distance, and around them time marches dutifully on.

And in those final moments he handed of his jacket to her to keep her warm when he will not by her side for that.The black Jacket which will always remain so special to him.

YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED NO MATTER WHAT.

 

We never got what we always wanted , we also asks for more in our lives.. No one is satisfied with what he/she has. We need this kind of attitude for moving forward in life I agree with it but that doesn't means we should curse what we have. We should always respect for the thing which is in our hand and then try for the betterment of it.

Ofccourse it goes with everything our life but not in case of our partners, we should be loyal and true with the one who is with us. Everyone is not same and I agree that we may meet better and beautiful people in life than the one with whom we are but there is no end to it so its better that we realize that who is the right person for us and then make ourselves clear in this perspective only then there will be a happy an peaceful life of ours.

Things change with time and as well as people do but that is constant and that happens with everyone so we see that someone or to be specific our partner is changing or changed then we should also consider that how much we have changed in all that time. And only then we should be judgmental about our partners this is the basic rule of love or you can say relationship ie Understanding.

You have to understand the basic cause of everything that is happening between you and her.

Love is a beautiful feeling and you have to understand it the feel of comfort you get with the one who loves you Is way more ahead and important than anything else which you think is important in your life.

I Miss You Betu...!!!

I love your inner-self

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                                    I love your inner-self

When I started to know you most of your physical characteristics vanished in my mind and I begun to love your inner self. I started loving you as a person not just your looks. The energy and vibes coming from your side seemed so positive to me.

I saw your essence rather than the shell , thats why I never fell in love just with your physical beauty although you are amzing looking still your soul is what I love most.

Physical imperfections always seemed irrelevant to me it the beauty of our souls which is more important for us to stay together all the life.

I love you.

The memories

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I met you and with time we became close after which I begun to realize that that I have find someone who has completely turn around my world.
I started telling you the things which I have never shared with any other soul and you listened silently everything which I said and always asked for more which I love most about you.
I have always shred my hopes for the future,dreams which we wil make it true and goals which we have to achieve together. When something wonderful happens with me I cannot wait to tell you that knowing that you will share my excitement.
You never hurt my feelings or make me feel like we ar enot good enough to be together,but rather you build my confidence that we are great together.
You make me feel special always and this relationship beautiful, there is never nay pressure .jealousy and completion I felt between us but only a quite calmness when we both are together.
With you I can be myself and never worries what you will think of because you love me for what I am.
The things which seem insignificant and stupid to other people such as letters , singing song or a walk becomes valuable treasures kept safe in our heart to be cherished forever.
With you pia all the colors seem brighter and more brilliant, laughter becomes a part of our daily lives whereas before I never knew that there is a thing called happiness exist.
Whenever I am tensed and disturbed a phone call from you elates my mood or talking to you brings smile to my face after a long day at work. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but I feel quite contended when you are nearby.
Things that never interested me before became fascinating because I know they are importanmt for the one I love you. My experience a love and joy with you is so amazing that I have never dreamed possible. I find strength in knowing I have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.
It may be confusing dear..but you will find it easy if you know that I love you.

Na jane kyun...!!!

Na jane kyun door hai tu...

Is samaj ki bandisho se majboor hai tu..!!!

Na jane kyu dil udaas hai mera,
Na jane kyun fir bhi ehsaas hai tera...!!!

Aaj sab mashgool hai apni khwabon mein...
Fir bhi hum gum hai tere khyalon mein

Yeh dard ka ehsaas nhi pyaar ki chahat hai,

Tu mere paas nhi fir bhi teri aahat hai.

Happy Valentines day...!!!

I AM NOT WORTH YOUR LOVE

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I am tired of some statements which you make most of the times like " nobody loves me " and many more like this for our love.

I was wondering why you say all this when you know I dont like this and what is love then according to you,if you say I don't love you.

Do you know what love is, may be you dont?

Its not picking your call every time you do or its not asking you for food everytime and asking to come back early its not love at all, Its called care not love.

If I love you, I am  honored to accept you with your flaws and all. Period.

You might think that you don’t deserve my love and all, but you are wrong for many reasons. First off all you definitely do.SIMPLE AND PLAIN.

 We tend to only ever see the negative aspects of our character and personality thus go on to believe that we are unworthy of anything positive, love included. Secondly we never  “worked for” or “earned” our love. That’s not how love happens. It is not something we apply for or work towards. If I  love you, it is simply fate. Not luck. Certainly not “bad luck” either.

 Don’t perceive yourself that way. If we love eachother, I’m sure we deserve our love and I’m certain we both are more than happy to be loving each-other. at-least I am.

 Third, I am imperfect as well. I assume you love me, too. Right? Do you think that you are cursed for being in love with him? I sure hope not. :)

What my point of consideration is that  when someone loves you , you should just let them love you rather than being judgemental. You deserve to be loved no matter what.

 I love you Betu...!!!

THE DAY IT WAS

14th January 2008 I think that was the date if I remember it correctly , not the best but definitely one of the best cherish-able moments of my life were those 2 days.

We came so close in those 2 days that we have never been in last 4 years.Everything seemed so perfect then, It was just you and me and no one else seem to be visible to us.
Our love was so unconditional yet so true, You loved me the way I couldn't even love myself.I realized so many things about us in those days, I realised that you ra eone of the most genuine people whom I ever met and yes YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME.
We both realized how much we love each other and for the first time we showed also the love.
That was the second season of beginning something magical ( Of corse 1st one was 9th Jan 2004 ). It was the beginning of the way of our love which is never going to end and which we will never forget.
Somewhere I feel that this was the time when from growing together we became adult together.
We watched movies , ate gol gappas , roam on roads and malls , talks , talks and lot of talks...and lot of things never need to be mentioned.

My favorite month of the year ended yesterday, still those thoughts still remain fresh in my mind. I suppose that and more such moments like that which makes me keep going and make me love you more and more.

I just wish to have many such moments in my life with you dear.


I love you...!!!!

COME TO ME...!!!

Life is not bad without you being near to me but it definitely sucks this way.

Day comes and night dies,
I see the night turning black to blue,
Still there is no clue.

Life still has a meaning that is true,
But that is not the same without you.

I can shout very well alone,
But it definitely takes two to whisper,
this is where I do not find you near.

The silence is not always feels bad,
Till the time I as for your hands and feel sad.

The space in my fingers are perfectly shaped,
but they are made so that your fingers fit in there perfectly.

You are perfect...!!!

Sometimes I wonder how come you are so perfect?
Your flaws are beautiful to me and your mistakes are magical.
Your voice is calming and can make everything okay.
You are the one I want to come to me and tell me about my day and how good the day was even how bad day was because I know It will make me feel better.
You always makes me feel better, you are my better half or I can say bestest 3/4th.
You are perfect maybe even phenomenal or fantastic, sometimes I wonder if its too good to be true.
Sometimes I worry and think I’m going to loose you but then, you comforts me and knows exactly what to say so I’m reassured and once again everything’s okay. 
I’ll be okay because I have my perfect bestest 3/4th with me always.

I love you.

I am fat

“I love you,” he said.
“But I’m fat.” she replied

He whispered back,

“You aren’t and even if that were true I would still adore every single inch of you.
Your smile and your nose, and you from head to your toes.
Your eyes, your lips and your every curve.
I love you and you’re strange,
That much will never change.”