The resolution

There are lot of things I want in next 1 year....


I wanna quit walking,
Because I want to fly...
I wanna stop Imagining,
Because I want to feel.
I want to speak,
So that I can be heard...
I wanna learn,
So that I get enlightened.
I wanna smile,
So that I can bring happiness,
Most of all I wanna love,
So that I get same in return.

These may not be my resolution for next year but these are the things I wanna do next year,in a bit poetic way.

Love always comes as a surprise..!!!

 Love, always comes as a surprise
You don’t need to close your eyes
‘Cause soon you’ll recognize
Its colors
Life, well it always has a twist
Something new that can’t be missed
And you know I can’t resist
This feeling

Life’s complicated
But we have to try
To find our own future
With you at my side
We can work together
To build something new
I know you can see it
Let’s make it come true

Time, well it passes by so fast
We must make each moment last
And treasure each and
Every feeling
 You are what make it all worthwhile
Just try and show a little style
And life can put a smile
On your face
Don’t, ever give up on your dreams
As hard as things may seem
We can win through in the end
Believe me
Fears and illusion
To die may be caused
But things can still change
The future at last
Can be held in our hands
And out of the blue
With friends on our side
To have the endings come true.

 

Its you dearo...!!!!

Its not you that screws me,
Its not being you that hells me out.

Its not smile that I dont like,
its the happines which I dont feel when you are not around....!!!

The light does not pisses me off,
Its the moon from which it comes and it makes me miss you more and more.

Its not touch that screams me,
But its the feel of your touch which I dont get often make me sad.

Its not hate which screws me,
Its the love of yours which I rarely get hells me out.

Its not the beauty of world which I dont like,
Its the feel that beauty is irrerelavant for me when you  are not around.


Its not the friendship I fear for ,
Its the fear of loosing my best friend which keeps me away from everyone.

Its not cigrette I hate,
Its the sadness of your face which comes after hearing that I smoked keeps me away.

Its not the distanc which bothers me ,
Its the time which is flying like a river scares me most.

Its not you that screws me,
Its not being you that hells me out.

The Meeting

Already sent you this as text but just to keep a copy of it....

Ahh..want to talk to you not sure where to begin..
Let start with I love you.
Now it sounds fake to you but this is what Ihave in me for you and the best which I can give you from me...I love you Pia.
And fo rthis I becoem more convinced each day I feel that I am the luckiest man alive.Just because of your feel in my life its beautiful.

When you come to meet me all sort of emotions go in me, previously I used to express them but now I am short of time as well as of words about how i feel so I dont say much now after you go back.But the tornado of emotions is much more today than its been before..maybe its less expressive now but its too deep.

I dont love the jitters in my stomach when you are about to come but I love the excitement in my heart  and teh thoughts of coming days when I sit at platform and wait for your train to arrive.
I just lov ethe look on you rface when you look at me after seeing me and your failed attempt to hug meis most cherished.

I love the feel with which you hold my hand and the smile on your face which looks so pure..I just love your truly goo dheart which lifts up my mood everytime how much spoiled it is.

Your  bathroom visits for taking bath are most enjoyable thing for me ..but I miss you so much during that it might irritate you that moment but I cant keep you away from my eyes even for a second thats why I psuh you so much to come fast.

I love the things you try to cook fo rme even though less but atleast you do it with heart not with compulsion ..I love you toota hua kofta...

I love teh way you encourage me when you find me low with my life or with our relationship.

I just love seeing my city delhi with not just my eyes but with our eyes...it always looks more appealing when you are walikng on its roads next to me.

I love that all too cute smile that tounge of urs when you are happy...narrowing of your eyes when you stare on me out of luv...hands of which I am crazy about from always...I will just say every bit o fyou betu is just wow...


Thanks betu for still being an excited person with a boring guy like me..thank you for wanting to see me always...thank you for thinking about the ways to fit with me even though you find it inconvinient ( On bed ).Thanks for making everyday a great one ...and yeah thanks for loving my family more than I love them.and giving respect to them mor ethan me.
I love you thanks for being my life befor etoday and always.
I hate it when you leave.

The Smile

The best thing about you is your smile,
I Will Always Love Your Smile
the sweet the sour the cute,
The smile of my lifetime.

For me,
Your smile is like the morning sun,
Because when you do that you all faults become none.
You are so perfect to me in every weather,
I will always love you like no other.

Betu ,I never want to lose you,
Because, you mean the world to me.
My heart will always beat for you,
Irrespective how many times it has to beat it will be for you.


You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I am by your side

I am by your side

Today, tomorrow and always

My dreams, my desires

My realities may collide.

I wish to be by your side.

As we live, and we breathe

each day. Just you and me. Always you and me.

I wish to be by your side

To hold you and support you

To be there when the tide

gets rough. When the weather stormy.

I wish to be by your side

In good days, and bad

Through happy days, or sad.

No matter where we are, what we’ll be doing

or what happens

I wish to be by your side.

I wish to be by your side

Today, tomorrow.

Now and forever,

Forever more.

I love you.

 

The Truth

As nights pass by my heart longs for your touch.

It’s been so long but I miss you so much.

Your words alone can brighten up my day.

It hurts so much that you’re so far away.

It’s painful to have this forbidden love.

Though unrequited (Search for its meaning) you’re all I think of.

Nights pass by with your voice calming my dreams.

Each day this love reaches higher extremes.

I would win your heart if you’d let me fight.

I would do anything to hold you tight.

My heart aches for the chance to see you soon.

My love will be enough to make you swoon.

Happy friendship day.

Sometimes I used to wonder what my life would be without you.

That time is here. I am thinking of you.

I will never be able to thank you enough for all that you have done for me.

Friendship is tested not during good times,

but only when the times get tough. We have gone past all of them or maaybe some of them are left.

I’m so proud of us and the friendship that we share.

Just to let you know that I am missing you.

I Love you my best friend.

Times

Times change so much,
Everyday a new thing creates and something old is lost.
That is how the life is.
And in someway I have accepted it also,
but you know its like we can eat things even if we dont like but sometimes our body rejects to digest them.
Acceptance never meant that its been acknowledged also.
Life has to go for both of us and as we want it to with us being together I have to accept things.
Some people go far some close,
Some become important some take for granted,
Some memories get lost with time,
and new are nowhere seen in making.
That's life and its the way have to live it.

Sometimes I feel like going closer to something but then I realize if I do that you will go a bit more far.
Sometimes I feel like sharing things to someone but then I realize if I do that I will have to stop sharing things with you.
Sometimes I fell  like spending some moment of myself alone where you are not there but then I relaize if I do that we both will become too alone.
Sometimes I feel like finding myself but then I feel in search of finding myself I might loose you.

Life has has different meaning for all of us, For me its just you from always nothing else.

THE FEEL

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,
I miss u every moment wherever I may be. 

My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,
I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.

My lips are trembling and calling your name,
I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.

My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,
they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.

My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,
It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.

My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,
giving me the feel of joy, love and care.

How much I love you is all i know,
i just feel it and I dont want to show.

I miss you with every beat of my heart, no doubt
you are the only one of whom i can think about…..

You and me together

Eyes shining under the light of the moon,
You are perfection in its truest form,
Being able to love you is a boon.
I’ll be with you through the calm and the storm.
I love you far more than words can express.
I’m so happy to have you in my life.
When you’re not by my side, I’m such a mess.
I see our future as husband and wife.
We’ll be together ‘till the end of time,
And I’ll love you even after I’ve died.
Some people know that our love is sublime,
The world will know it when you are my bride,
All I want is to be married to you.
Once that happens my dreams will have come true.

I Love You.

Love distance.

There are many miles between us,
But our hearts see not the distance.
Drawing our love even closer,
On this my heart it is insistent.
When we talk my heart sings,
You’ll never know the happiness it brings.
Just to hear a word from you,
Keeps my heart from being blue.
I love you truly, yes I do.
I forever want to be with you.
For now I’ll settle for the phone,
But know it’s in your dreams that I belong
Longing for the day we greet,
Two loving hearts will then get to meet.
Never more to be apart,
Knowing it was long distance we got our start.

Everything about us.

Everything I do
Everything I say
I love you in every single way

From a kiss to a touch,
to your hand on mine
I think i love you very much
I can only tell by time

Memories of us together
that wont seem to go away
That are with me, constantly each day

As days go by,
i can’t picture myself  without you,
cause i keep thinking how much I love you constantly

People have strived
and told me how good we are together
fulfilling eachothers lives, with one another

Everything you do
Everything you say
I think im falling for you more and more each day

It scares me sometimes,
For our future,
but when I think about you it all goes away.

I Dont...!!!

I don’t want another first kiss.

I don’t want you to make me laugh.

I don’t want to wait up three days to see if you'll call me back.

And I don’t wanna make a promise

that you and I can’t keep.

but I’d just like to know,

wherever we go,

we’ll always have you and me.

I don’t want to get to know you

I know i am nothing like you.

i know you dont like me the way I am today,

But dont worry it will pass.

I just want to have you with me,

at home,

at the end of the day.

I need to make that promise.

I know that it’ll keep.

I want those thousand kisses,

every one unique.

I want you intertwined with me,

when we lay to sleep together for always.

You are my universe.

I don’t love you
like the tides loves the shore..
like the wick of a candle
loves light but not its wax,

I don’t love you that way.

I don’t love you
the way a star is always in love
with its partner star, inseparable, both shining
like two nickels in a deep wishing well.

It, my love, is much more than that.

I don’t love you
in the manner that birds love  branches,
they sit and then fly,


I love you
as if you are the only woman ever created.
I love you
like stars love to dance in their own light.
I love you
like the candle loves to give warmth
as much as it likes to be warm.
I love you
like every grain of sand rejoices
to be enveloped
to be swept away by the tides
and then returned, endlessly dancing by the tides.

I love you
as if you were my universe
and I was creator.

Story of Annabel lee.

Annabel Lee

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea:
But we loved with a love that was more than love -
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her high-born kinsmen came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me -
Yes! that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud one night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we -
Of many far wiser than we -
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling -my darling -my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea -
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

If you are with me.

If you were mine I’d do it all for you.

I’d fight off your demons and help you through.

I’d hold you close just to look in your eyes.

I’d kiss you to send your heart to the skies.

Every morning you’d wake up to a text.

I’d keep you guessing on what I’d do next.

You’d get flowers more than just a few days.

Oh how I love you, let me count the ways.

I’d always be here to lay by your side.

I want your heart on an endless joyride.

I want you to feel loved even in dreams.

I’ll take you dancing under the moonbeams.

I want you to live in infinite bliss.

I’d do anything to secure a kiss.

I Love You.

I miss you...!!!!

::::::♥♥♥ HEART ♥♥♥::::::

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,
I miss u every moment wherever I may be.

My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,
I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.

My lips are trembling and calling your name,
I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.

My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,
they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.

My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,
It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.

My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,
giving me the feel of joy, love and care.

How much I love you is all i know,
i just feel it and I dont want to show.

I miss you with every beat of my heart, no doubt
you are the only one of whom i can think about….. 

One day.

Every time I see you
I wish that you knew.
I wish I didn’t have to hide
The things I want to say to you.

Every time we talk
New feelings emerge in me for you.
I wish I didn’t have to pretend
That I’m OK with not telling you those things.

Every time we’re together
I think how we should be with each other for always.
I wish that I could show you
The way i truly feel,
and how desperately I want to be with you.

But no matter what happens
Or where we are going,
You will always be ,
the one whom I want to be with me all my life..!!!

One day we will be together forever.

I love you.

I love you more

I always say that I love you more than anything you must wonder why and how,

I love you more, but let me rephrase.

I love you more than the ocean loves the moon.

I love you more than the trees love the sun.

I love you more and more every day.

I love you each and every way. 

I love you more than bees love the flowers.

I’ll love you through long storms and showers.

I love you like a breath of air after a long dive.

I love you like music on a long drive.

But most of all the ways I love you, I love the way you love me.

I Love You.

You complete me betu...!!!!

You wonder what makes me happy
after all these years, you ask me what makes me
happy, Well that’s easy…

Watching a sunrise makes me happy,
feeling the breeze, the air, going through
my hair, listening to a nice song does too.

Enjoying a glass of coldrink while reading a book,
and watching the stars makes me happy,
or maybe just a walk on road, can
make all my problems go away.

I know what are you thinkng, don’t get mad at me,

 probably
you expected me to say that it was you, but the
funny thing about this is, that you do not make me
happy, you complete me, you are the source of my soul,
and if you cannot get it.

well then I’ll put it this way,
without you none of the other things would
make sense to me. 

Loving you, is nothing compared to what you mean to me.

My love for you..!!!

My love for you, shall never pause,
Strong and determined with all our flaws.
 It endures and doesn’t judge,
Never holds a lasting grudge.
Generous, loyal, always kind,
 To your outer layer blind.
 Surely, opposite of rude,
My beating heart I must include.
My love for you, lives by the truth,
 Always keeps me, in my youth.
When it sees, our trust and hope,
It climbs and conquers any slope.



Just for you.

Woh Shaam thi Hasseen si,
Vo fiza thi rangeen si,
Aur main itna khushnaseeb tha,
Ki tu mere kareeb tha...!!!


Luv You.