Na jane kyun...!!!

Na jane kyun door hai tu...

Is samaj ki bandisho se majboor hai tu..!!!

Na jane kyu dil udaas hai mera,
Na jane kyun fir bhi ehsaas hai tera...!!!

Aaj sab mashgool hai apni khwabon mein...
Fir bhi hum gum hai tere khyalon mein

Yeh dard ka ehsaas nhi pyaar ki chahat hai,

Tu mere paas nhi fir bhi teri aahat hai.

Happy Valentines day...!!!

I AM NOT WORTH YOUR LOVE

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I am tired of some statements which you make most of the times like " nobody loves me " and many more like this for our love.

I was wondering why you say all this when you know I dont like this and what is love then according to you,if you say I don't love you.

Do you know what love is, may be you dont?

Its not picking your call every time you do or its not asking you for food everytime and asking to come back early its not love at all, Its called care not love.

If I love you, I am  honored to accept you with your flaws and all. Period.

You might think that you don’t deserve my love and all, but you are wrong for many reasons. First off all you definitely do.SIMPLE AND PLAIN.

 We tend to only ever see the negative aspects of our character and personality thus go on to believe that we are unworthy of anything positive, love included. Secondly we never  “worked for” or “earned” our love. That’s not how love happens. It is not something we apply for or work towards. If I  love you, it is simply fate. Not luck. Certainly not “bad luck” either.

 Don’t perceive yourself that way. If we love eachother, I’m sure we deserve our love and I’m certain we both are more than happy to be loving each-other. at-least I am.

 Third, I am imperfect as well. I assume you love me, too. Right? Do you think that you are cursed for being in love with him? I sure hope not. :)

What my point of consideration is that  when someone loves you , you should just let them love you rather than being judgemental. You deserve to be loved no matter what.

 I love you Betu...!!!

THE DAY IT WAS

14th January 2008 I think that was the date if I remember it correctly , not the best but definitely one of the best cherish-able moments of my life were those 2 days.

We came so close in those 2 days that we have never been in last 4 years.Everything seemed so perfect then, It was just you and me and no one else seem to be visible to us.
Our love was so unconditional yet so true, You loved me the way I couldn't even love myself.I realized so many things about us in those days, I realised that you ra eone of the most genuine people whom I ever met and yes YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME.
We both realized how much we love each other and for the first time we showed also the love.
That was the second season of beginning something magical ( Of corse 1st one was 9th Jan 2004 ). It was the beginning of the way of our love which is never going to end and which we will never forget.
Somewhere I feel that this was the time when from growing together we became adult together.
We watched movies , ate gol gappas , roam on roads and malls , talks , talks and lot of talks...and lot of things never need to be mentioned.

My favorite month of the year ended yesterday, still those thoughts still remain fresh in my mind. I suppose that and more such moments like that which makes me keep going and make me love you more and more.

I just wish to have many such moments in my life with you dear.


I love you...!!!!

COME TO ME...!!!

Life is not bad without you being near to me but it definitely sucks this way.

Day comes and night dies,
I see the night turning black to blue,
Still there is no clue.

Life still has a meaning that is true,
But that is not the same without you.

I can shout very well alone,
But it definitely takes two to whisper,
this is where I do not find you near.

The silence is not always feels bad,
Till the time I as for your hands and feel sad.

The space in my fingers are perfectly shaped,
but they are made so that your fingers fit in there perfectly.

You are perfect...!!!

Sometimes I wonder how come you are so perfect?
Your flaws are beautiful to me and your mistakes are magical.
Your voice is calming and can make everything okay.
You are the one I want to come to me and tell me about my day and how good the day was even how bad day was because I know It will make me feel better.
You always makes me feel better, you are my better half or I can say bestest 3/4th.
You are perfect maybe even phenomenal or fantastic, sometimes I wonder if its too good to be true.
Sometimes I worry and think I’m going to loose you but then, you comforts me and knows exactly what to say so I’m reassured and once again everything’s okay. 
I’ll be okay because I have my perfect bestest 3/4th with me always.

I love you.

I am fat

“I love you,” he said.
“But I’m fat.” she replied

He whispered back,

“You aren’t and even if that were true I would still adore every single inch of you.
Your smile and your nose, and you from head to your toes.
Your eyes, your lips and your every curve.
I love you and you’re strange,
That much will never change.”

The resolution

There are lot of things I want in next 1 year....


I wanna quit walking,
Because I want to fly...
I wanna stop Imagining,
Because I want to feel.
I want to speak,
So that I can be heard...
I wanna learn,
So that I get enlightened.
I wanna smile,
So that I can bring happiness,
Most of all I wanna love,
So that I get same in return.

These may not be my resolution for next year but these are the things I wanna do next year,in a bit poetic way.