I have forgotten :)

I have forgotten how you smell,
and your body feels when I hug you.

I have forgotten how your fingers intermingle with mine,
or how your lips move when you talk.

I cant recall when was the last time I kept my head in your lap.

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I don’t remember what it’s like
to just have you and me together,
talking
because neither of us wanted
to say goodnight.

It seems as though,
I have forgotten quite a lot ,
or may be its been quite long since I have experienced all this.

But what I cant seem to forget is how much ,
I miss you and
I love you.

I really wish to meet you soon.

My Definition of Love

You’re never too young to do what you love or to experience love.

I believe love is when you think every single flaw in a person is completely perfect… when you can stare at each other and say nothing yet say so much. When every morning you wake up? You wake up with this special joy because you feel your life complete and that you’re finally happy and you await every second to see the one you love again and when you’re with them a part of you still missing them, because deep inside you know that soon you’ll be apart from them until next time and it breaks your heart. And you never want it to end because being with that person is absolutely wonderful and you cant possible think of a time when you were happier. When you fall in love with that persons tears whether they were from joy or sorrow when you fall in love with their scars and flaws and their anger and their silliness and you fall in love with their smile and giggle, eyes , laugh and the way they talk and act and think … if you love every single ounce of them and even though you know that their not perfect but you don’t care because to you every imperfection about them is just extraordinarily perfect. . And you possible cant see yourself without them for one day of your entire life, you've experienced the most amazing and indescribable feeling ever. Love ….

The Jeaoulsy

I have never seen the sky so blue above my head,
or felt the breeze so light on my tense shoulders.
I have grown jealous of every grain of sand
that shares kisses with the Gulf sky
after feeling a midnight chill.
I have grown jealous of the sand
that shares longing gazes with the sky above,
the distance between me and my Sun
is much farther than the sand
and its scorching soulmate above,
it seems I cannot feel partner
or allow mirages to be formed around me
in your presence,you are too much far.
but as much as I envy the sand
and its illusory proximity to the Sun,
I know that my patience will someday
reap tangible results.
While the sand will forever remain
much too far, much too far
from its warm love above.

I love you.

The Black Jacket

Somewhere Someday Sometime at any moment two lovers were parting.

They are holding hands and laying heads on chests and sucking in deep breaths from the corners of each others’ earlobes on a railway platform of some city.

Breaths that will carve memories into their brains which will be triggered in the days, weeks and years to come by the smell of some detergent or aftershave or shampoo or just some thought of that moment.

They are whispering promises and comforting encouragements and wiping snotty tears on sweater sleeves of each other and casting strange glances at uncompromising clocks of railway station.

I picture them behind the yellow squares of light of that place just as in my room right now.

Somewhere right now two lovers touch for the last time, fingertip to fingertip, lips curving to form words inadequate, some unsaid words which want to come out. They know that after some moments this all will be gone and nothing will be left in their lives other than some memories to haunt them for coming days.

Bags are hitched awkwardly on shoulders while impatient passengers herd on by to board the train. They don’t know,They can’t feel it,the air was cold outside the way the air becomes more dense as if the growing breadth between these lovers were a tangible thing.They can’t feel the expanding space, opaque and oppressive, that thickens with every parting step, stealing those final moments and drowning their goodbyes.

Somewhere two lovers are parting, they lose each other to the deafening and blinding distance, and around them time marches dutifully on.

And in those final moments he handed of his jacket to her to keep her warm when he will not by her side for that.The black Jacket which will always remain so special to him.

YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED NO MATTER WHAT.

 

We never got what we always wanted , we also asks for more in our lives.. No one is satisfied with what he/she has. We need this kind of attitude for moving forward in life I agree with it but that doesn't means we should curse what we have. We should always respect for the thing which is in our hand and then try for the betterment of it.

Ofccourse it goes with everything our life but not in case of our partners, we should be loyal and true with the one who is with us. Everyone is not same and I agree that we may meet better and beautiful people in life than the one with whom we are but there is no end to it so its better that we realize that who is the right person for us and then make ourselves clear in this perspective only then there will be a happy an peaceful life of ours.

Things change with time and as well as people do but that is constant and that happens with everyone so we see that someone or to be specific our partner is changing or changed then we should also consider that how much we have changed in all that time. And only then we should be judgmental about our partners this is the basic rule of love or you can say relationship ie Understanding.

You have to understand the basic cause of everything that is happening between you and her.

Love is a beautiful feeling and you have to understand it the feel of comfort you get with the one who loves you Is way more ahead and important than anything else which you think is important in your life.

I Miss You Betu...!!!

I love your inner-self

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                                    I love your inner-self

When I started to know you most of your physical characteristics vanished in my mind and I begun to love your inner self. I started loving you as a person not just your looks. The energy and vibes coming from your side seemed so positive to me.

I saw your essence rather than the shell , thats why I never fell in love just with your physical beauty although you are amzing looking still your soul is what I love most.

Physical imperfections always seemed irrelevant to me it the beauty of our souls which is more important for us to stay together all the life.

I love you.

The memories

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I met you and with time we became close after which I begun to realize that that I have find someone who has completely turn around my world.
I started telling you the things which I have never shared with any other soul and you listened silently everything which I said and always asked for more which I love most about you.
I have always shred my hopes for the future,dreams which we wil make it true and goals which we have to achieve together. When something wonderful happens with me I cannot wait to tell you that knowing that you will share my excitement.
You never hurt my feelings or make me feel like we ar enot good enough to be together,but rather you build my confidence that we are great together.
You make me feel special always and this relationship beautiful, there is never nay pressure .jealousy and completion I felt between us but only a quite calmness when we both are together.
With you I can be myself and never worries what you will think of because you love me for what I am.
The things which seem insignificant and stupid to other people such as letters , singing song or a walk becomes valuable treasures kept safe in our heart to be cherished forever.
With you pia all the colors seem brighter and more brilliant, laughter becomes a part of our daily lives whereas before I never knew that there is a thing called happiness exist.
Whenever I am tensed and disturbed a phone call from you elates my mood or talking to you brings smile to my face after a long day at work. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but I feel quite contended when you are nearby.
Things that never interested me before became fascinating because I know they are importanmt for the one I love you. My experience a love and joy with you is so amazing that I have never dreamed possible. I find strength in knowing I have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.
It may be confusing dear..but you will find it easy if you know that I love you.