Its you dearo...!!!!

Its not you that screws me,
Its not being you that hells me out.

Its not smile that I dont like,
its the happines which I dont feel when you are not around....!!!

The light does not pisses me off,
Its the moon from which it comes and it makes me miss you more and more.

Its not touch that screams me,
But its the feel of your touch which I dont get often make me sad.

Its not hate which screws me,
Its the love of yours which I rarely get hells me out.

Its not the beauty of world which I dont like,
Its the feel that beauty is irrerelavant for me when you  are not around.


Its not the friendship I fear for ,
Its the fear of loosing my best friend which keeps me away from everyone.

Its not cigrette I hate,
Its the sadness of your face which comes after hearing that I smoked keeps me away.

Its not the distanc which bothers me ,
Its the time which is flying like a river scares me most.

Its not you that screws me,
Its not being you that hells me out.

The Meeting

Already sent you this as text but just to keep a copy of it....

Ahh..want to talk to you not sure where to begin..
Let start with I love you.
Now it sounds fake to you but this is what Ihave in me for you and the best which I can give you from me...I love you Pia.
And fo rthis I becoem more convinced each day I feel that I am the luckiest man alive.Just because of your feel in my life its beautiful.

When you come to meet me all sort of emotions go in me, previously I used to express them but now I am short of time as well as of words about how i feel so I dont say much now after you go back.But the tornado of emotions is much more today than its been before..maybe its less expressive now but its too deep.

I dont love the jitters in my stomach when you are about to come but I love the excitement in my heart  and teh thoughts of coming days when I sit at platform and wait for your train to arrive.
I just lov ethe look on you rface when you look at me after seeing me and your failed attempt to hug meis most cherished.

I love the feel with which you hold my hand and the smile on your face which looks so pure..I just love your truly goo dheart which lifts up my mood everytime how much spoiled it is.

Your  bathroom visits for taking bath are most enjoyable thing for me ..but I miss you so much during that it might irritate you that moment but I cant keep you away from my eyes even for a second thats why I psuh you so much to come fast.

I love the things you try to cook fo rme even though less but atleast you do it with heart not with compulsion ..I love you toota hua kofta...

I love teh way you encourage me when you find me low with my life or with our relationship.

I just love seeing my city delhi with not just my eyes but with our eyes...it always looks more appealing when you are walikng on its roads next to me.

I love that all too cute smile that tounge of urs when you are happy...narrowing of your eyes when you stare on me out of luv...hands of which I am crazy about from always...I will just say every bit o fyou betu is just wow...


Thanks betu for still being an excited person with a boring guy like me..thank you for wanting to see me always...thank you for thinking about the ways to fit with me even though you find it inconvinient ( On bed ).Thanks for making everyday a great one ...and yeah thanks for loving my family more than I love them.and giving respect to them mor ethan me.
I love you thanks for being my life befor etoday and always.
I hate it when you leave.

The Smile

The best thing about you is your smile,
I Will Always Love Your Smile
the sweet the sour the cute,
The smile of my lifetime.

For me,
Your smile is like the morning sun,
Because when you do that you all faults become none.
You are so perfect to me in every weather,
I will always love you like no other.

Betu ,I never want to lose you,
Because, you mean the world to me.
My heart will always beat for you,
Irrespective how many times it has to beat it will be for you.


You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.