Saturday 6 February 2016

I WISH THINGS TO BE DIFFERENT

You weren't nothing,you were so much more than that.
I know that you are never going to forgive me ,but I wished you just have stayed a bit more longer may be few days or months and life would have been too different.I would have been a changed a person.

Don't ever think that I never cared about you,you were one of greatest people I have ever met.And you were always in my mind whatever I was doing even today.
Do you even know how much it hurt me to lose you ?
You were such a big part of my life or I shoudl say you were my life that too for so long and walking away wasnt easy to accept.
You needed to let me go, to move on with your life as long as I was in your life you weren't able to do that whatever you want,I accept it.I was holding you back.
I know you're going to be a better person.You fight for people ,you dont let them go when things get hard, you are a better person than I will ever be.I know I must have definitely done unforgivable blunder to make you take that step.

I hope no one ever hurts you teh way I did,you dint deserved that.I know you cant even look at me right now and I feel terrible at the fact that you asked me to forget you for always.More terrible when I realise that you asked me to not contact you as it will hold you back from moving on. But every momnet I feel like talking to you messaging you irrespective of the fact that it will never be possible.

I am glad that I have met you and I hope you find someone who actually deserves you.


I wish things would not have ended the way they did.
I wish it would have been diferent.